Loose thoughts
-it's true strength lies in it's clever use of wordplay and witty puns- School Rumble... School Rumble episodes 7 is corrupted in the oddest way. The sound is intact, but the screen is black which means that you can't see what's going on at all..
yoroishiko onegaishimasu- nice to meet you.
Some people are predisposed to peace and compromise, others to contention and strife. That some people value peace over argument; it is not a telling sign of merit or personal cultivation.
After two years, did I know her well? I'd have to say no. It's not that I never had the opportunity, but maybe there wasn't any part of me that truly wanted to understand anything about her.... Near the end, we were closer than any other time before.. And I gave it up willingly, unable to deal with the duplicity of wanting her, longing for her, and at the same time having to pretend to want nothing more than to be a good friend...
I was far from happy about it. But even now, I don't regret that I gave up. Wonderment, loving girlishness or womanliness, longing for someone so much that you saw her in your dreams every night... It turned out to be different from caring for, loving a person. Before, I had been so confident that I'd be able to do both... But maybe it starts out that way, liking a girl before you like the person she is. Probably, but I don't really know for sure. Haha.
yoroishiko onegaishimasu- nice to meet you.
Some people are predisposed to peace and compromise, others to contention and strife. That some people value peace over argument; it is not a telling sign of merit or personal cultivation.
After two years, did I know her well? I'd have to say no. It's not that I never had the opportunity, but maybe there wasn't any part of me that truly wanted to understand anything about her.... Near the end, we were closer than any other time before.. And I gave it up willingly, unable to deal with the duplicity of wanting her, longing for her, and at the same time having to pretend to want nothing more than to be a good friend...
I was far from happy about it. But even now, I don't regret that I gave up. Wonderment, loving girlishness or womanliness, longing for someone so much that you saw her in your dreams every night... It turned out to be different from caring for, loving a person. Before, I had been so confident that I'd be able to do both... But maybe it starts out that way, liking a girl before you like the person she is. Probably, but I don't really know for sure. Haha.
posted by moet at 12:03 PM
3 Comments:
heh,moesy my man,if yr really that smitten by her,dont give up mate!better to fail trying than fail without.& u dont want those lingering thoughts of 'what it cld hav been' floating abt,believe me..
anyways how are things on yr end??cant seem to get you these days,haha fancy being updated abt yr happenings via yr blog mann!perhaps i shld make one too.
hey,go make facebk will ya..oh well,take care bro & do keep in touch :) oh hav u been following that book u bought frm MPH?haha
-mickey :p
Dude.. do i know this girl? cos it sounds like it. haha :P
but if it's not, then i'll have to agree with mickey. give it a try. i can give u all the moral support and tips if u want.
Haha no... its just an old thought that i wanted to write down in words... yeah dude I've been reading that book man, and i love it! Introduced the idea to my friends at camp and a couple of people are very intrigued by the idea...
wanyi: haha... yeah it is, rather was... keep your hotline open though, maybe someday soon i'll meet somebody special, then i'll need your advice, haha..
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