"Radical Dreamers"

In the past, there were times when my doubts and misgivings were met with kind and sincere responses. It made me feel really small, and I thought to myself then that there really was such a thing as being too nice.

Growing up, I realized that it was wasting their efforts somewhat if I took their kindness so badly, and so I decided that the only thing to do was to take it in good grace, and try harder.

Small setbacks and niggling thoughts brought out a bubbling frustration in me at the end of the day, but the blessings have stood out in stark contrast (especially bread run), and so I figure I don't have any self-pity inducing resentments to hold me back from setting things straight.

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Just as a side note, I seem to have had at least one dream each time that I've gone to sleep, these past few days.