Tomorrow

"I'll try to keep myself open up to you
That's a promise that I made to love
When it was new
"Just like Jericho" I said
"Let these walls come tumbling down"
Said it like I finally found the way
To keep the good feelings alive
Said it like it was something to strive for" - Jericho, sung by K.d. lang


They were praying, at the altar, for those seeking new hopes and dreams. Desperate, I went and knelt down, and I received a blessing. It did not occur to me to ask anyone if receiving a new hope would mean losing an old one too.


“The most important things are the hardest to say, because words diminish them” -Stephen King

“True friendship comes when the silence between two people is comfortable.” -David Tyson Gentry

I feel as if I've lost something, as if something is missing. Optimism, confidence, self-satisfaction, friendship, dreams... I don't know which of these things is the right shape to plug the hole that I now feel exists. These days, I feel like I've become stagnant, unable to move forward... I have people that I love to be with and to serve, but now I find myself pining again for a dream which lets me feel so clearly the joy that the future has in store.