Chasing an Old Feeling

Ouyang, you deserve to die!!!

I managed to catch the last episode of the 9 o clock TV show, and the potential for lameness that the producers have has made a good impression on me. The actress playing Wanrou was probably the best actress in the group, and the rest of the acting had such comic exaggerations that it would be hard not to enjoy it... Maybe I'll collect it...

Had a dream about taxis again, this time the driver was a shift driver in my unit.... It happens every time that I take that medicine...

Muddled

Last friday, we celebrated our squadron anniversary, as well as the departure of our RSM Ramasamy, and I got my first taste of karaoke! Haha, it's fun but definitely not as hard as it looks. Now, I understand why they have that particular stereotype about some karaoke mike hoggers: The applause you get for your (good/bad) singing, and hearing your own voice out loud can be quite intoxicating, no matter how well you might've done... I was pretty bad, but I still had to resist the urge to hold on to that mike.. Lol..

I got FFT for the PSP, and it's just as fun as it was when I played it during secondary school! They've added in some new content, and the multi-player element has a lot of potential, too.. My mom bought my brother a Calvin Klein shirt and a pair of Levi's Jeans for his early Christmas present.. I don't even have a pair of Levi's jeans... Damn kids.

Yesterday night I had a really odd dream. I dreamt that I travelled overseas with my family, and on one day, I had to meet them at a place just a short distance from the hotel. For some reason, I couldn't remember where to go, so I... called for a cab.... When the cab drove past the place, I recognized it and asked him to stop. He said he couldn't because the roads weren't... constructed properly, or the traffic was too bad or something; in the end we ended up driving further and further away from my destination. When we finally U-turned and reached, I was so infuriated that I gave him a scolding, and paid him only $20 of the $60 fare. I spent my whole day in a taxi. Ugh...

Ambivalent:

1.	uncertainty or fluctuation, esp. when caused by inability to make a choice or by a simultaneous desire to say or do two opposite or conflicting things.

2.	Psychology. the coexistence within an individual of positive and negative feelings toward the same person, object, or action, simultaneously drawing him or her in opposite directions.